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merged: 05-20-2008 ~ 01:42pm
ano strzaleczka (:
jakos sie trzymam choc zapierdziel mam na uczeli... /: tyle zaliczen... bronie sie przed "wrzesniem" jak moge... mam nadzieje ze skutecznie to zrobie :roll: a tak poza tym to nic specjalnego u mnie. a Ty masz duzo pracy pracy czy pracy nauki? <:

wybacz ze tak pozno odpisuje ale "czasami" zapominam o mt ;p

tejkeruj *:

merged: 05-31-2008 ~ 02:30pm
hej
u mnie ciezko bylo ostatnio... musialem sie przeprowadzac bo dostalem z dziewczyna wymowienie z chaty za to ze nie chcielismy tam mieszkac przez wakacje... :roll: no ale juz jestem po... nie bede musial sie meczyc wiecej z tym kretynem wlascicielem /: teraz mam nawet wieksze mieszkanko i w sumie tansze [; mozna powiedziec ze na dobrze wyszlo ;p ino wszystko to kosztowalo mnie sporo nerwow... oj naprawde sporo...

no a mam nadzieje ze Tobie tamten tydzien nakos milo zlecial i nie bylo tak zle (: mysle ze oboje damy rade na sesji ino trzeba byc dobrej mysli!

Quote by Emi
I missed you so MUCH!
Sorry for my late replay but I have a big mess in my univeristy and I've got a whole exam week. I just couldn't get here. SO now I'm relief that I have time to write to you

Don't worry honey, I know you have probles with this site. I have a lot of stuff to do for my college too. So I dont mind. I hoped that all your exams are passed and you are ok. So how are you now?

I'm glad that you don't have any problems with your exams. Mine are hm... quite hard but I have only two. I much more worry about my technical things ( my graphics and stuff like that). I do some steps in draw and painting but I think for them is quite less that I should do... But we'll see tomorrow ( I'll have my results of it :/)

Studing hm... Not that bad as I thought I even found some good people who I can talk too. I just feel more happy then when I was in high school. People in my year are nice to me and they accept me in any way, so it makes me be more freely in showin my true self. And how are your studing?

Thanks dear . I'm glad that all your exams are ok. I know that you've done well in general

My holidays ended in 2nd of January and now I end all my exmas. Tomorrow I'll write you all me results

Thanks for your words, but thery really left me :/. But I know you here and that makes me much happier if I have them and I loose you. So don't worry I'm fine and as I write above I start to find frends in my university.
But I hope that someday we can meet and talk

I have internet in it so I can write to you Sometimes I took it with me to school and download files I need ( pendrive is ok for it too ). And of course I can do on it my work and homework. It's like a normal computer but it have a big plus- you can take it almost everywhere you are

Oh, I see. So you have fun anyway That's great I'm glad. You're right but sometimes the bad things are much more seen then the good ones and it's just frustraiting. I think you know what I mean . Bur hey, it feels great after beating the problems Anyway being a kid is not solution, am I right?
I hope that on next meeting you'll be invited and you'll have fun with your old buddies

I know... I think after the end of the university year... But I can't be sure. Now I'll have some more time so maybe we can meet somewhere on a chat? Do you know any english site with the eays to get chat rooms? Then we can talk a bit So what about that kind of idea?

I just don't know what they don't done any chat rooms here...

You like it? No dates? I don't have a love life, but it's quite starge for me... Tradition... ble I know it will sound strage to you but I don't know if that kind of way in that case is good. I think you'll be much happier if you could decided by yourself. I know sometimes decisions are difficult but love as you say have no rules. I don't know much, but dating is a kind of way to check if you want to be with that person for last of your life and not be bounded by merridge. I don't know if you have divorces in your cultur, but i think not. And if you'd be very unhappy after the marridge, what will you do? And what the heck is traditional weeding?
Do you ever think about leaving your country, because of that case in your tradition?

Thanks. But you're right, we don't know what's going to happen And that is a beauty of life Mistery

I'm glad that you're doing ok with your family. Stress is unnecesary, but don't start to be to cold. Sometimes care is very need. But I'm happy you feel better. You're right he will forget later. So hold on, and be good Remember one thing. Revenge or fight back is a bad way of doing. It can only be more troubelsome. But as I said I believe in you, honey

You see, so don't stress your slef about it I know you cna handel everything in your life I feel happy for you Do my dear don't remember those words and don't loose control on your feelings

Love myslef? But why Ok nevermind... I must say that I see a light in my life more often now then before. So it makes me feel much happier Everything is going great. So it looks like a big present from a faith I hope you see it too and everything in your life is going as you wish for it

It's good to hear that So now I know where to find you In my heart

Oh don't worry. I'm ok. They call me again, but now I got few inteviews for a better work. I hope it will be good. I want to start in computer graphic bussines. So no need to worry, I'm ok

Ok now when I have time I'll do it. Hope it will work out

Don't be so sure of it

Ok. I won't arguee Hehe

Oh... my mistake... sorry

Hm... when I'll find some reasons for that I'll write them to you Now I can thing about any... Don't know why... hm

I try my best to do that too It's a promise.

I feel better now. So the sory is like that...
After to weeks he started to be more like a child. Stupid jokes and more. He had less time for me and he prefer his friends then me. He never ask me to meet him. I wait patiently for 2 weeks if anything change. Then I tried to talk to him seriously but he always started to joking and laughing, even when I tell him I brek up. So that was my limit. One day I said him what my feelings were and that we need to find a solution for it. He said there is no solution cause he didn't see the problem. He alsow said that I take it like a love in high school and I should grow up. I didn't say anything more and just went back to my home. The next day he came up to me and I said him it's really over. Now we just friends and we don't have any bad feelings for each other. So I think in that case is more like a happy end I hope someday I find mr right after all

Anyway, what I need to say to you now, because I know you won't be afraid of me and I know I can trust you is that I take some kind of medicine. It's for my menthal health and I have a teraphy also. I'm not crazy or dangerous, but I have a lock of serathonina in my brain so I'm very depressed and pesimisthic person, that's why I need it. I hope that you don't think anything bad about me and you will be not afraid of me. I really hope so....

Sorry for all...

Take care and hope to see you

Big hugs honey

merged: 02-02-2008 ~ 04:24am
yo!

I've got MSN Look for emi_ly@windowslive.com or Kasia

See you on it

Ps. I'll be hiden, so just try to write

You're back! I thought you forgot all about me I know you are busy but I cant help but to miss you!
But hey goody that you are back on again hehe so everything is going good at your university I guess?

Thanks for understanding! yup everything for me is good I had my finals 2 weeks ago and the results too! I passed! I am going to level 4 now! I am so damn HAPPY! I cant believe that I didnt fail any course hehe I got 5As, 4Bs and 2Cs Not bad hehehe.... I got my schedule , I have 10 courses these seamaster, 23 hours per a week! the courses seem really tough But hey! I passed! hehe silly me ...

I still have one week before I start the new semester... the passed week was my cousin's wedding that's why I didnt reply to you sooner then now! I had a great time everything was cool the wedding was on Wednesday, and on Friday we went camping! me, my family, my cousins, my aunts and uncles I had fun.. well till I fell I was riding a motorcycle and I guess I was going little bit fast I lost control when I was taking sharp turn Damn it it hurt so badly I couldnt walk for three days my body was all blue and purple heheh ..... Anyway How are you? Hope you are doing better then me heheh

We all have problems but on different levels So how did it go? I hope you got the best results

I am glad you are going along with your classmates hehe its good to have good relations with your classmates they could be very helpful Me! well each semester the whole class changes so the people who you were studying with the previous semester wont be that same the next one see so my friends will probably be in a different class then mine! but that's ok! and I am a person who can get along with anyone or even if I stayed alone I dont mind either so dont worry about me

Thankies hehe that made me feel better about myself You too! I am sure you dont just GREAT

SO how were they! you didnt tell me!

That is ok honey! people come in to our live and go! no big deal you will always find someone somewhere Yup! I am always here Dont you ever worry
I hope so too! and hey who knows!

wow! it really sounds cool to me Good

Yeah I do get it.. yeah being a kid is not a solution, I know that! you hit me with reality over there but there is no harm in wishing that and its not like it would be true but again everything goes nothing last forever well if they do I would go but if they have forgot about me I dont really care but yeah I think it would be fun!

That doesnt sound bad to me! but hey I never been into a chatting room before! but yeah I know an english site with a chat room! me and one of my friends are members of that site! she goes to that chat room

hehe I cant tell why since I dont know what people do over there anyway! I think MSN is better!

Is that what you think? but you are right you dont know anything about me and my culture! I see it is better not to go along with this subject! I doubt if you would understand me so lets leave and drop it!... and to answer your questions yes we do have divorce! men and women can divorce! and is just a word you say it and its all over...

No! I never thought of that! in the way you are saying! my traditions is a part of my identity that I will take with me wherever I go..

Yeah I have been doing pretty well with my family that pass weeks! just the usual stuff!

I try to do that but I guess that my feelings take that best of me at times! its really is bad! I think I really should start using that thing in my head!

Why what?..... True! keep feeling that way! darkness comes before light, night before day, winter before summer!

Hehehehe I guess so you too!

Great! glad to hear that So how is your job going along?

Yeah Windows Live Messenger is great, I think you can find it in about everywhere!

Well I am sure of that! one day you will see!

Good girl!

Oh no it is ok!

heheh I see! ok if anything comes to your mind tell me!

I see! I am sorry you had to go through that! he is really a jerk! he could have behaved better then that! I cant understand why he acted that way! I see no excuse fro his attitude! A person any person deserve to be treated better then that if they are in a relation! Fool! though I wouldnt do as you I guess but I am glad you are feeling better now and that is over you deserve better then him!

Afraid and who is crazy! YOU? well up to the moment you never sound crazy to me and what if you are having some medicine for your mental health! that is better then leaving it and getting worse! you keep taking them and watch out for yourself , stick with your therapy so you will get better soon keep desperation away and think more happy thoughts and I dont know why did you think that I would be afraid of you! what has madness to do with all of this! some people do suffer for some kind of mental health but they cant be called crazy! that is stupid! and what bad things would I would think about you? hey its not like I known you yesterday! you are talking nonsense crazy girl hehehe

Sorry for what?!

Good! I add you, on emi_ly@windowslive.com, ok?

Ok see you soon!
Take great care!
*hugs*

I'm more or less the same, i can't seem to find the time for anything.

Oh! where are you its been so long time since I last talked to you I hope you come back soon! I hope you're doing good!

hiya emi

i want to say thanks for faving my wall Artificial Road

i really appreciate it and im glad you like my wall

take care and i hope you have a nice day -waves- ^^

i'm pretty shure you don't remember me... anyway... i'm doing this...

happy new year...

it's been a long time since i don't show up by this place... feels so good.... truely...

hope to hear from you...

my mail is frances dot seiglie at infomed dot sld dot cu write me if you want ok?!

Quote by EmiHello

Happy New Year too

How are you anyway? Long time no see. Anyway thanks for coming bey

See ya around

Hey I'm great, the holidays were really good even though we didn't have much snow, I really missed it this year, oh well never mind that.
And how are you?

Quote by Emi
Hello sweety

As always I'm sorry for my late respond. My exams start and I have few more things to do. Anyway how it's going? I'm happy that everything was ok. I'm fine, but a little bit tired. But after few weeks we start Christmas, so I hope to relax a bit.

How was your exams? I hoped that you passed them I know that you do very well I believe in you

Oh, I missed you too honey. I just hoped that we can live in shorter distance , so we copuld talk and meet. All my friends letf me So I don't know what I will do without you...

Oh notebook is very usefull I know cos I have one

Kid... I want to be kid once more (less problems:)). So you have contact with your high school friends That's great. Party? But why they invite you? That's sucks. But you wnet there? You know, if you have a contact with your friends you should go to a meetings like that. It can be fun. So tell me, did you been on it? And if yes, how was it?

I know... That's sucks...

What? Why? I must say that love doesn't have any rules, but why can somebody sais you who do you can date. Oh come on, girl we live in 21st century... I know this is a cultural issue, but tell me about it more cos I need to understand it. I know in my country is different, and I can say I'm happy about it. But isn't it change a littel now?

Win... nice word I hope we can meet one day and that will be gerat I know we will think something . But I must say I do my best and it pay me a bit . I'm not the best but I try to be . I do everything I can and I wish you do the same . I pray for you to honey

Oh sweety... I just can imagine that how can he do that. It's really unfair. But I wonder, are you the youngest? If yes, he will terat you like a little kind and he'll afraid of loose you. I know is hard to agree with that kind of situation, but I think he must understand that you are an adult person. I don't know how it looks like in your culture, but erlier I have near the same problem. SO DON"T WORRY, be HAPPY I know that you find a good solution and everything will be allright . So hold on and please don't say you don't care. Believe me, you can't don't care
I'm happy that you feel better after my words Hold on, girl You'll be ok

You're a great friend to have. I must say that as I see mothers always look after sons, so don't worry. I know she loves you the same as others. You shouldn't worry about it. Maybe she doesn't know how to show it to you

I agree Life is beautiful. We should only see it in that way

I have results on my dieat. I lost 8 kilograms and lost a lot on my waist and hips. I must say I'm glad of it and now I can look at myself on mirror

I'm always with you too Whatever it takes and however it will be

You never loose me darling, I'm always woth you Don't worry. I will not survive without you

How is work... hm good quastion. They stop callign for me,so I'm looking for another job. This is reallly shit situation cos I though I done a lot of good work. I don't know now... and I think I never know.

MSN? I don't know... I need to look up and maybe this will be a good start for more communication is it something like chat?

Ok... If you say so I must say that no one told me that I'm his blessing before. You're the first girl

Me around? OK... I won't argue with that. I just don't have strengh to do that

Oh he's getting married, that's great I hope that you'll have on his weding Do you know when is it?

Don't say that, cos I really can do that someday . But it won't be that bad So maybe baby

Of course we will try to talk more, as much as we can I think we both need it

I must say... that he was't the one. This is a really long story and I'll tell you everything next time. Now I must go to do my projects and rest a bit. I've got a headache and need to lie down

Ok now I need to go. Hope to see you soon Take care and big hugs honey
:* :* :*

I miss you
its been ages since I lats talked to you honey Stupid college
I'm very I should be here more often for you but this creepy site doesnt open for me always

Today I'm done with my linguistics exam! i feel so relief! I am done with it finally on Saturday I have my research methods exam but its easy so there is no worries

So how have you been these days ? and how's your studies going?

My exams were all good I've done good in my English courses but not really sure about my general courses but its ok! O Dear thanks I need to hear someone saying that to me I believe in you too

So how are your exams so far I hope they went good Are you still on your holidays?

Wow! wouldnt that be great if you lived near each other O please dont think that way! they didnt! its just that they could be busy with life and dont have that much free time! hehehe Dont worry I am hear

Really? what do you do with your notebook?

Be kid again isnt bad! but hey if we go back as kids again we cant do all the things we can do now you know every period of your life has its own beauty we just have to make that best of it Yeah it would have been nice if I went but I didnt! you see my cousin came and her wedding is in a month from now! we were really buys with it, you know all the hassle , dresses and all the wedding stuff its was really existed yeah so I didnt go, even one of my friends from high school, she studies with me in the same university, didnt go too!

Yeah it really sucks! i mean when will we have more time to talk to each other....

It has to do with more! culture, traditions and religion.. here you cant date a guy! only if you are going to marry him! and its not really a date at that time.. its more like a time to get to know each other to help work things out! here we have we get married in a traditional way! if you know what I mean and you know I dont think its very bad I do like it! hehehe If you have any questions feel free to ask! I just dont know what you want to know yeah I know it different at your place

You never know what might happen it has to! just keep it up dont worry about me I'm all good Thank you I pray to you too

Yeah yeah but you know I am starting not to care! and you know what? I'm starting to be more happy I found out that this is the best way to deal with it Nope! I'm the oldest Yes I am doing like what you are saying not to worry! nothing is worth it right? and if he gets angry now he will forget later! so why all the stress? just be happy like you said I am starting to be more calm! I mean really I dont need to worry about anything else! my studies are more then enough! and hey I'm starting to feel better

It great to have you too you really help me a lot I know she does she loves me and I love her we are more like friends we argue a lot yeah mum doesnt know how to show her feelings

Than's good me too I am starting to work out too yeah it makes you feel happy about myself dont say that! you have to love yourself anyhow

Awwwwwwww thanks you that is a lovely saying I'm happy that you said that Me too! I am always here

O I'm sorry to hear about that dear *Hugs* it will be good just dont worry and dont think about it! So how is it now? did you find another job? I hope so

Yeah! its really great! plz do look for it

I could be the first one but definitely not that last

Heheh yeah dont you argue with that!

Its a SHE not a he yup she is my cousin

Why would it be bad heheh

I'll try my best to be here more

O he wasnt! I wanted to know so badly heheh anyway I hope it was for that better ok I would like to hear it O I am sorry to hear that! I hope you are feeling better now?

See you too!
Take great care Dear
*Hugs* I hope you have a lovely day

dzien dobry ^_^

merged: 12-29-2007 ~ 06:29pm
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co tam slychowac u Ciebie? <:

Thanks for the fav for "Vaati Portrait" ^_^ Much appreciated.